I sit alone.. Thinking of what went past and how in an utter disarray I landed my life...
I remember the time when I was a young boy... Careless... Free... And untainted...
And then I met them.. Greed... Laziness... Failure... Deceit... And so in an instant a lot changed with almost no perceptible change.
I went out the same but I went down to doom... Impending doom called life...
My love was sapped by cheaters whom I erroneously cared for and trusted... My care was betrayed by people I thought civilized and good...
Words fail me today as I try to put down in words how much I grieve for this dilapidated ramshackle veil of a life I have been towing around for God knows how long... Tears evade me as I beg for one to ease my pain... And the heart gives in when I just need a little beat to tell me I am still alive...
The world caves in like a high pressure air sphere crushing me from all sides... People change lanes to avoid walking a way with me... And Life forsakes me to prevent death taking it away from me when I surely do want to die...
I don't know how or when or where even what did happen... But as I sit here trying to understand what i did wrong in my way of living, I am left with a gaping question.... AM I STILL ALIVE??
I remember the time when I was a young boy... Careless... Free... And untainted...
And then I met them.. Greed... Laziness... Failure... Deceit... And so in an instant a lot changed with almost no perceptible change.
I went out the same but I went down to doom... Impending doom called life...
My love was sapped by cheaters whom I erroneously cared for and trusted... My care was betrayed by people I thought civilized and good...
Words fail me today as I try to put down in words how much I grieve for this dilapidated ramshackle veil of a life I have been towing around for God knows how long... Tears evade me as I beg for one to ease my pain... And the heart gives in when I just need a little beat to tell me I am still alive...
The world caves in like a high pressure air sphere crushing me from all sides... People change lanes to avoid walking a way with me... And Life forsakes me to prevent death taking it away from me when I surely do want to die...
I don't know how or when or where even what did happen... But as I sit here trying to understand what i did wrong in my way of living, I am left with a gaping question.... AM I STILL ALIVE??
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